When family members mock you for having seizures...saying you're just acting and telling you to shut up.
epilepsy
Wednesday, January 8, 2025
Sunday, July 24, 2022
#49
The emotional and physical abuse your body goes through having epilepsy is very difficult, if not impossible, to explain to someone who has never gone through it. Trying to explain the overwhelming emotions you have after having a seizure is frustrating
Thursday, July 14, 2022
Bucket List
Now, I don't mean to sound morbid, but it is true that people can die of epilepsy. So since we all only live once, I thought about writing down some things I want to do in my lifetime.
- Go whale watching in Hawaii
- Visit Ireland
- Fall in love and be loved back
- Read 100 books in 1 year
- See the Grand Canyon
- Visit the Laura Ingalls Wilder Museum
- Go to Australia
- Donate an item to Toys For Tots
- Go to London
- Buy my first home
- Save a life
- Visit the La Brea Tar Pits Museum
- Be fluent in Spanish
- I should make healthier decisions
- Go to a drive-in movie
- Visit the gravesite of Robin Gibb
- Be a mom
- Write a book
- Swim with dolphins
- Hold a koala
- Visit the Isle of Man
- See a cure for cancer and AIDS
Friday, July 8, 2022
Now you see me, now you don't!
This is a true fact for me when it comes to dealing with epilepsy!
What you can see:
Love
Triumph
Laughter
Peace
Calm
Safety
Joy
What you CAN'T see:
Flashbacks
Stress
Paranoia
Triggers
Trauma
Anxiety
Depression
Fear
Exhaustion
Insomnia
Pain
-jessi
Thursday, March 25, 2021
48
When you feel stressed or you get mad about something and your mom says to you, "Don't have a seizure over it!"
WTF? Everyone gets upset at times! My seizures are not always a result of my emotions!
-jessi
Sunday, July 26, 2020
Pissed off!
They even had enough gall to upset me by calling and saying that I should "get with the program when a doctor suggests surgeries or hospital stays." 😠
Wednesday, September 11, 2019
47
When a doctor was telling me the best possible type of treatment would be the VNS implant, she was sounding as if that would be my only hope of having a life seizure-free. I don't like the word surgery to begin with. Plus there's no telling whether it would or wouldn't work. Everyone's different, I think.